im writing this blog maybe as my last one... its whether you read or not im still going to read not...
Just want to say im glad that its happen between us.. the 1st time i saw you ... its made my heart go boom boom pow... but then when we get to know each other ... the stories goes just perfect till i ruin it... im so sorry i hurt you... n i know sorry cant fix anything that i've done... you have give me more than 1 chances.. but yet i still hurt you... i dont hope for another chance cause i know deep down inside of you.. you will never forgive me.. you are not to be blame at all.. its me that should be blame on... i ruin everything that what in front of me.. i wish i had another chance with you... i'll make it up.. if only theres one last chance.. i dont know how i can live without you here.. everyday i keep putting a fake smile on my smile and pretend everything is okie.. but in the end im just lying n hurting myself ... sometimes i feel like putting my life to end .. and sometimes i go crazy thinking about it... when i cant thinking straight i'll punch the wall to release tension..
im not sure whether you'll read this blog .. i just wanna say that i never felt like this before and i dont think i cant let go of you... i will always remember you and will always love you .... Darl... n no matter what happen i will always be there for you if you needed me.. thanks darl for loving me ...
