Its for you.. DMYE

its been awhile i blog...

im writing this blog maybe as my last one... its whether you read or not im still going to read not...

Just want to say im glad that its happen between us.. the 1st time i saw you ... its made my heart go boom boom pow... but then when we get to know each other ... the stories goes just perfect till i ruin it... im so sorry i hurt you... n i know sorry cant fix anything that i've done... you have give me more than 1 chances.. but yet i still hurt you... i dont hope for another chance cause i know deep down inside of you.. you will never forgive me.. you are not to be blame at all.. its me that should be blame on... i ruin everything that what in front of me.. i wish i had another chance with you... i'll make it up.. if only theres one last chance.. i dont know how i can live without you here.. everyday i keep putting a fake smile on my smile and pretend everything is okie.. but in the end im just lying n hurting myself ... sometimes i feel like putting my life to end .. and sometimes i go crazy thinking about it... when i cant thinking straight i'll punch the wall to release tension..

im not sure whether you'll read this blog .. i just wanna say that i never felt like this before and i dont think i cant let go of you... i will always remember you and will always love you .... Darl... n no matter what happen i will always be there for you if you needed me.. thanks darl for loving me ...

aint nth to do...

weLL its like what 2.55 in the morning... checking on my blog which long time i never update it.. its BEEN aGES.. sO tOdaY or yoU caN say iT noW.. iM bLoGGinG it back... sO aM gonna let you knOw wheRe i'vE beeN thRu the yearS when i wEnt missIng in thiS bLog...

1st of all been wOrkIng at fitnEss firsT,EmpIrE SubaNg as c.SeRvice. and that's all.. hehehe... nOt gonna let you kNow aLL of iT, or elSe u mIght geT bored...

ermm... give sum point n U figure It Out!!


been busy...
downloading movie & tv series..
playing old school RO
been working out(still got tummy, aint know y??)
still with denise.. my GF!! (i Love YOu!!!!)
greaTful To be Alive...
geT neW HP(aint satisfied)
staRt bloGging agaIn
sTaRT uSing NokIa(aint know y also, am fans of S.E)

sO faR thaTs all.... so how bout you? anY changES!!??

Finally im blogging again & again....

I'm thinking another way round....

1st of all...

juSt to let kNow...

i din sleep well this couple of days..

the 1st reason is because of donuts...

&

2nd is because im a driver to my mum...

but is okie.. hehe..

the things i do for my love 1

except for the donuts.. hehehe

just happy that i can blog again..

anyways...

here's the thing...

I dun know who's wrg nor right..

i dun feel right if you both fight....

u both is always ther for me...

thanks 2 both of u

that im here...

come'on ..

let's talk about it...

i mean face to face..

done with it..

i dun want this getting worst & worst...

by that...

everthing will resolve..
&

im SERIOUSLY

about both of u talk to each other

face to face...

&

i'm not taking both side

cuz both also mean to me..

ITs been awhiLe

Hi readers...

Its been awhile that i haven blog-ing...

Busy with working & also my new place does not have any internet access..

But its okie.. my darl give me some intertaiment

like watching drama-series

"How i met your mother"

&

also California Fitness is GONE!

I mean vanish.. No California at M'sia..

Its change to CELEBRITY FITNESS!!!

The tshirt is kinda wierd!

Its orange colour but the tie is aweSome!!!

Miss to blog!!

Anyhow i'll be back again!

Go work to do!!

0o...

Honestly said..
what i've done wrg..
i never mean to hurt u..
if really i dun care..
i wouldnt call you rite..
i try call u & ask concern why u in a bad mood..
and after since that day.. when i call u..
u urself dun wan to follow me..
&
ask me to go alone..
what am i suppose to do.
You Tell me..
since you in not a good mood..
i try bring u out but what did u do..
u raise ur voice to me..
but if you really want like this..
i couldnt say anything more nor less..
thank you for everything that you did..
most appreciated...

&

If you want...

Blame it on me for the i do wrong to you..

You know what... What EVER!!!

To be honestly i also dun know what wrong with you..

You are my frend indeed..

& sumtimes i dont get you.. but its doesnt means i dont understand you..

If you want to act like that .. so be it...

Dont say i never care bout u..

Yo yO!!!!! I know.. I know!!

Yo readersss!!!
WhATs up y'aLL!!
Sorry bout the delay..
So i think most of you all know
that I move to USJ 19..
Finally.. I move but
i dun hav internet at home..
huhu..
But its okie..
Its been 25 days i move to usj 19..
So everything slow getting change..
Hope Everything gonna turn out great..
&
its gonna be end of my 3rd month of my job..
hopefully get confirm by next month.
wish me luck.. hehe
ErM...
So anyway.. will update futher more
once i get my new notebook soon..
To be continue~~~