No matter how many times i say! it cant turn back the time... but no matter what is her decision .. i will follow her decision.. As long as she happy, im happy too... it will make me heartbroken but still i cant be greedy.. i cant think for myself only.. its for her also! if really me & her no more already.. i wish her to have better guy than me.. but i hope nothing will happen! she ask me stop thinking about it .. but its hard... its like after having break with a relationship... things will never will be the same already! so im gonna prepare now! i mean bare the pain! :(